Back to our places...

Back to our places
Back to putting on our brave faces 
Time to put on that fake smile again
And hide our past, our sorrow, and pain

We put on a mask and hope our pain will go away
But we end up feeling worse than yesterday
And instead of talking about it, we think it's better to leave it alone
We never speak of it, not even at home

It seem like the right thing to do
To not tell anyone what we are going through
We think that nobody cares about the messes we make
So we feel that we're left with nothing to say

And while people scream out our names
We lie in our beds thinking everyone has left us astray
And we think we should just die
But we need to talk to someone about what we feel inside.

Risks don't always turn out like we planned.

Sometimes we risk everything and put ourselves in a vulnerable position for someone to later find out that they don't feel the same way. That they are not willing to do those same things for you. Those moments destroy us, but in the end they make us stronger  and make us realize that not everyone is who they say they are. In the end it was all worth it. No matter how hard it was you know it's better to live with the truth then live a lie just to be happy for a little while.

We humans...

We humans are amazed with the idea of love. With the idea of being with someone that cares for you. We love the idea of love. We spent our whole lives searching for it. But what happens when you can't find it?Or somebody you thought loved you just tricked you? Or even when the person you love doesn't love you back? Do we just give up on love.... I don't think that's a good enough reason. Do you?

fake..

Today, there is more fake feelings than real ones. There is more liars, more haters, and more fake people than anything else. That's why it's so easy to get betrayed these days. That's why people stop trusting each other. Because when someone takes advantage of that trust it's hard to trust again.

You shouldn't miss those hugs, which you know meant nothing. You shouldn't miss those days you were together because you know no that he/she was just pretending. You can't miss the love you never truly had or the love that was never truly there.

Someone once said, "People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges.", but nobody ever asked why do people build walls. I think we build walls up because we don't want to be hurt the same way we were in the past or we simply don't want to get hurt... Just never forget that there is still true people out there, who care and want to help. So if you ever feel sad or fell like you are alone talk to someone that can help and strive to move on and go forward.

So how are you? Are you a wall or a bridge maker? Are you one of the fake people? Are you the one being hurt?  Are you the one faking feelings and breaking hearts? Are you depressed? Or are you ready for new beginning?

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What we think.

An illusion can be bigger than any reality. What we think is sometimes more powerful than what we see or what we hear. I believe our minds are extremely powerful.

In our minds we create a picture of the things we want, it's like a little movie in our heads. We imagine how we want things to be managed and how we want things to happen. That movie then slowly starts to become our reality and all we think about. That's why we get disappointed so easily, because we want things to go according to what we've imagined in our heads.

Well at least it's  what we think we want... But is it truly what we want?

Running around

Running around
Trying to find my voice
Not making a sound
I feel it's my only choice

Suddenly I am lost in my own world
It is like and awful nightmare
And you can't hear a word
It's an unbearable disaster

Speaking my mind...

It's funny when you realize that something worked out for the best, and you just sit there thinking to yourself that being sad was a waste of time. I know now that it is better this way. Have you ever had those moments? Has this ever happened to you? I still think about what could have been, but I know its better this way.

Random fact... Somethings just never change :)